She’s cried herself to sleep so many times, that even the pillow has to be hung out to dry

They think she has everything
They think she has the perfect life, with the perfect family and a perfect guy
But what they don’t know is that she cries herself to sleep
I guess there’s more to it than meets the eye

There’s not much happening to update pple with but I’ll try to make smtg up okay? After all the wedding rush and whatnot, that doesn’t make me less provocative towards my education performance. I experienced active reading and writing as well. Note to all, they are both of a different entity. One is to broaden your insight and lingual maturity while the other is a hands-on practice to sharpen the expertise.

Let us just leave it there. My batch mates and I just had our iftar(majlis berbuka puasa) cum batch reunion on the previous August 6^th. It was a small gathering held to tighten what’s loose other than to reinstall our mission/vision for the years to come. I’m glad that the unofficial committee managed to pull out a great event despite the entire undeclared sundry inconvenient.

Dearly missed,

2011

Formspring spammed

 I was once asked if I were to get anything, just plentiful ANYTHING for my birthday what it would be. I answered cakes coz I love ‘em cakes.

Anonymous  didn’t stop there I must be given boring answers that’s why L So, I was asked for the second time read list the things you want for the upcoming birthday ( other than birthday cakes and suggest yang logik2 sikit) ;)

Tsk tsk tsk, other than cakes? It broke my heart. But I tried my best. I answered:

 But I loveeeee cakes! ;)

Okay let us see
Latest iPad/MacBook pro
Blackberry torch
Skullcandy headphones esp. Aviator Roc Nation brown gold
Munchkin(cat with short legs)
Tiffany 
Sidney Sheldon's novel collections
Terry Pratchett's novels
Fossil weekenders
Piece from Esprit edc
Guess' jeans
Excellent curling mascara
Boho headbands
Vintage accessories
Meal treat 
Bags macam dalam tumblr I tu :P

Never asked the same thing twice, I’ll be offended and thus will try too hard. Pray hard anonymous will get me one of them stated  J

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Salam and hello fellow readers J I’m currently working on my new tumblog click here- santaan. So I appreciate it very much if you could just drop by and leave me some comments for room of improvement. 

Thanks and love,

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iTouch: My Recently Added July 21st '11

Scratch off all hatred, screw all backstabbers, and to hell with pretenders. Now put on your headphones and live your life of their asses.

Demi Lovato – Skyscraper

David Guetta – Little Bad Girl

The Cataracs – Top of The World ft. DEV

Ellie Goulding – Lights (Bassnextar remix)

Nero – Promises

Pixie Lott – All About Tonight

Robyn – Call Your Girlfriend

Blink-182 – Up All Night

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Sekolah Rendah

Funnylah cerita kawan I sorang ni.

Cerita dia macam ni, my latest batch of cats we name them Bush, Obama and Kobay. Nama-nama powerful presidents of each generation. Saja je because kita pernah try bagi  from nama exotic Awang Liku sampai the most cliché Cinta. I pun pernah published our cats’ Geni family tree on facebook bt after a while kita tarik balik because ni politics takut juga nanti apa-apa jadi. So whoever yang sempat baca tu tahulah. Tapi tu cerita lama kita tak bother dah.

Then, lately kita baru try baking2 ni. Jinak2 since my auntie baru ada oven yang ala professional. Kita punya kat rumah setakat reheat food tu bolehlah. So, kita pun dgn excitednya publish statuses everytime cakes kita menjadi. Saja je, macam cool kan.

Nak dijadikan cerita, kawan kita ni pun tiba2 ada publish gambar chocolate cookies dia kat facebook.  Tapi masa tu kita tak ambil port cuma adalah rasa deep down macam sometg snapped. Tapi chillah kan. Next, aiseh publish gambar cake pulak. Sekali dgn package, dia keluar status that reads Hitler dia yang juga seekor kucing suka makan cake dia. Dush terbaik. Kita ada Bush dia ada jugak. Hitler lagi. HAHAHA kelakarlah hidup penuh kebetulan. Tapi kalau betul kita ni inspirasi dia kita pun turut tumpang gembira. Apa apa pun kelakarlah you ni semua pun nak together gether. 

Nyeh nyeh nyeh,

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For me to know

She is such a.. ergh!

"Just when you think it can't get any worse, it can. And just when you think it can't get any better, it can." 
— Nicholas Sparks (At First Sight)

Yellow is the new green

My dad and I had a good political talk over dinner. He did all the talking while mom and I listened, at first. Of course, there were inevitable flashes of vibes -which usually occurs over things this serious, so we debated. He cleared most things off with the awareness this child is only being appointed views to politically cultivate and rightly point her out. Whether she was to make a stand or not, he’ll rest his case. But either way it will still remain a choice.

What matters most is to think what justice requires, and decide accordingly.  Yet never give your reasons. For your judgments will probably be right but your reasons, will certainly be wrong. Still they say peacefulness follows any decision, even the wrong one Therefore I decided to go against it even if it takes me to advocate and demonstrate our household’s inaugural father-daughter cold war. Tettt are you kidding me? 

The BIG B easy-to-guide steps:

Set up party- baby bash, birthday, bachelor party

Get unlimited resources- financial, intellectuals, planners local and international

Set a theme- maybe I wear red you wear blue. Nahh yellows better its the new green

Invite crowd to make some noise- bffs, relatives, irrelatives, neighbours, VIPs, Medias

Get together and play some water balloons fight

Snap some pictures, post videos on youtubes

And don’t forget to have an amiga moment everyone I mean, omigah moment

Respect yourself,

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Smart Ward

Some claim that it seems all my life, I barely struggled to be where I am now.  With a good background and undeclared hardships, you’d think I was always seconds away from everything I wanted.  BUT just like you, I earned every fruit I bore. Of course life is not always wine and roses, so when things went wrong I had to get inspired. Who among others inspired me the most besides Thomas Hillier?- I’ve posted an article about him previously- are Gemma Ward and Elizabeth Smart.

GEMMA WARD

"She's an exotic blonde, the rarest of creatures." 

Ward's brush with modeling was an accidental one. She was discovered in 2002, at the age of fourteen, while accompanying her friends to the Australian modeling competition Search For a Supermodel. As she said herself in a Teen Vogue interview, she ended up being scouted herself:

"I had come straight from my auntie and uncle's farm, and I was wearing this big gray barn jacket with mud all over it. When the scout came up to me, I said, 'No, thank you.' They forged my mum's signature (for mandatory parental consent), and pushed me in front of the cameras."

Her older sister, Sophie Ward, was a model, but stopped because she thought it was boring.

2000-2007

Gemma is one of the very, very few models who look as though they come from another dimension- British photographer Nick Wright. Her appearance later inspired a new generation of baby doll-like models. In September 2004 at only sixteen, Ward became the youngest model to appear on American Vogue as one of the nine Models of the Moment.

And at 17, she became the famous face of Calvin Klein’s Obsession Night perfume billboards bumping Kate Moss out of a job in the process. Ward was reportedly paid $1.3 million for the Calvin Klein campaign and counted similar deals with Burberry and Valentino.

In September 2005, Ward secured a coveted place on the inaugural cover of Vogue China posing between Chinese models Du Juan and Wang Wenqin. A staggering 300,000 copies sold in the first three hours.^. "She is every inch blue chip," Vivien's agent Suzie Deveridge said. Right now she's considered the No. 2 model in the world and she isn't even 18 yet.

By 2006 Ward became Australia's brightest fashion star since Elle Macpherson. At the age of 18, Ward became the first model ever to appear on the cover of Teen Vogue magazine.

In October 2007 Ward appeared on the cover of the very first issue of Vogue India, centered between Bollywood actresses Bipasha Basu and Priyanka Chopra. The cover was photographed by photographer Patrick Demarchelier (who also photographed her in Vogue China) and it became the second time Ward has appeared on an inaugural issue. Vogue Paris declared her one of the top 30 models of the 2000s.(Source: Wikipedia)

Last seen:

Pirates of the Caribbean: On Stranger Tides 2011
Tamara — First Mermaid

Elizabeth Smart was likewise, managed to secure a place as a cover girl but unlike Ward’s glorious entries, Smart wind up on the cover of People magazine to finally reveal some of the secrets of her abduction six years ago. The young girl sparked a nationwide search fury when she was abducted from her Salt Lake City, Utah home and snatched from her bedroom on June 5, 2002 at the age of 14. Unlike most of the stories of child abductions that move past a few days, this one had a miracle ending.

Amazingly, Elizabeth Smart was found alive a full nine months later on March 12, 2003 in Sandy, Utah. In a stunning development she was held captive less than twenty miles from her home, in the company of Brian David Mitchell and Wanda Ileen Barzee. The pair would later be indicted for her kidnapping but ruled unfit to stand trial. There are still ongoing battles to bring them in front of a jury.

Smart spoke of being forced to drink alocohol and smoke marijuana, which disgusted her. She has said she was forced to “marry” Mitchell in an impromptu ceremony shortly after the kidnapping and that he would often beg her for sex, angering his accomplice Wanda Barzee, who was jealous of the attention Mitchell gave Smart.

Remaining poised throughout her testimony, Smart detailed her nightmarish nine months with Mitchell and Barzee. She said that at one point she was confronted by a police officer looking for Elizabeth Smart and he wanted to look under the veil Mitchell made her wear. She said she was so afraid of Mitchell’s death threats that she didn’t speak up and was heartsick that the officer wasn’t more persistent. The officer, Det. Ron Richey, has said he was devastated to learn later that he had been looking right at Smart and didn’t do more to help her.

When she was finally rescued, she initially denied her identity out of fear that Mitchell would make good on his death threats. Barzee pleaded guilty to federal kidnapping charges last year and was later sentenced to 15 years in prison. 

Click here for more of her exuberant and page turning story.

If education is expensive, try ignorance. 
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Ramadan is approaching

Ramadan in 2011 will start on Monday, the 1st of August and will continue for 30 days until Tuesday, the 30th of August. If you haven’t notice, this year we are going to celebrate Syawal on our National Day August the 31^st. What a rewarding blesses for us Malaysian muslims. 

Alhamdulillah 

iTouch: My Recently Added July 4th '11

I am running short of tracks  HELP!

Moves like jagger

Maroon 5 Featuring Christina Aguilera

How To Love

Lil Wayne

Knee Deep

Zac Brown Band Featuring Jimmy Buffett

Lighters

Bad Meets Evil Featuring Bruno Mars

Whatcha Got

Dessie

Let Me Go

Maverick Sabre

Swagger Jagger

Cher Lloyd

Tonight Tonight

Hot Chelle Rae

My Last

Big Sean - ft. Chris Brown

Honey And The Bee

Owl City

S.O.S

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If nothing ever changed, there'd be no butterflies

Some of the most memorable lessons in life come from stories. Whether they are hands down, whose tellers didn’t live long to tell their tales first hands or stories that teach, whether the storyteller intends them to or not. But the most powerful stories of all are real life stories, inspirational pieces that exceeded our personal expectations done by someone we knew close. This, is a story about an average woman, whom you might once parked next to at traffic lights or seen crying sending her kid off abroad like every other mother. She is the same person, who helps to bridge dreams into realizations. She who breaks her wall of reluctance for actions to take place.

By believing in taking care of the little things and the big things will take care of themselves, she starts small. Writing, singing, marketing are not of her best gifts but she knows too well she has a wardrobe full of unwanted clothes. So she begins to give away every wear she outgrows to the needy. To make herself worthy, she finds time to ensure she delivers to the most rightful recipients she can think of. One of them is her office boy. Little did she know, by then she is the change she wants to see in this world.

With a family of 7 includes himself, he is willing to perform even the most degrading of tasks conditioned they are rightful to his religion -when he is no longer able to change a situation, he is challenged to change himself. So he works harder and fate brings him to where she is working. They met, and from there she slowly learns the hardships this man is going through especially when now his triplets manage to secure a place at a boarding school at the early age of ten. He might know little of life but he knows the roots of education are bitter, but the fruit is sweet so he swallows all burden for education is the only most powerful weapon which his children can use to change their future.

She knows well the troubles he’s being through for she has three of her own. She presents the triplets her girls’ kurungs so that they can where them at school. After a semester, the father went to meet her and to her surprise she was told that her gifts had affected them so much, they wore the kurungs every time they made trips back and forth to their school. Being fortunate with health and wealth, these further enable her to provide her kids with auxiliary supplements and what pleases her most is she is aware now how every penny she spends on her girls, will later benefit others in the long run.

She hopes to see even more changes in the world thus, she acts because action is what you do to make a difference. 

I too, want to make a difference so I began reading. I was looking at words all of the time lo learn languages. And since I had to put words together, I learned grammar and syntax. Then it wasn’t such an amazing thing that people could write a good essay, causing me to use my imagination. I had to think. I began to have a very different impression of who I was. I began to know things that nobody else around knew. That gave me the thought that maybe through the development of that intellect, and my faith in God, I could really make an impact. I want to make an impact. I need to make an impact. 

"You see, every scar represents a person to whom I have given my love - I tear out a piece of my heart and give it to them, and often they give me a piece of their heart which fits into the empty place in my heart, but because the pieces aren’t exact, I have some rough edges, which I cherish, because they remind me of the love we shared. Sometimes I have given pieces of my heart away, and the other person hasn’t returned a piece of his heart to me. These are the empty gouges-giving love is taking a chance. Although these gouges are painful, they stay open, reminding me of the love I have for these people too, and I hope someday they may return and fill the space I have waiting. So now do you see what true beauty is?” 


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And don’t forget to ganti puasa! J

Thank you mama

Alhamdulillah I had so much fun today. Since nadia is home for her overnight stay of the month, we decided to have a brisk trip around kuantan’s east coast mall. The initial plan was to grab nadia’s aqua/oyster skimmer. She set her eyes on this particular eversince the previous month but it was out of stock for her size back then. I love them too. They’re surprisingly feather-light for its sturdy physical state. The colour is not only nice and refreshing but most importantly it is appropriate for her age as an early teen.

As for our astonishment, it’s happened to be crocs anniversary. So upon payment, to our delightful, we were given a set of their birthday kit- set of five of birthday cups, pointy hats, whistling blow-outs, serviettes and table cloth. They are all in identical silver given away in their casing. I think it is a pleasant surprise and I LOVE IT! Yaya also bought a black slack cos she needs it and she bought another slack one of the same colour different brand cos she WANTS it. Heh

On the upperhand momma got herself a new parfum! Japanese Cherry Blossom. Yaya managed ( I DON’T KNOW HOW DID SHE DO IT) herself a new Dreams Limited  out of the blue. Both smell nice to my liking so by the end of the day, I don't really mind yaya at all. She sort of has pretty good taste. Still, she's a late bloomer.

Finally let us settled on my treats J Mama got me a couple of new books from a book fare.  The fare was held for charity by NGO’s, so purely on that purpose they gave away 1 free book for every two books purchased.  Eventually, I won myself three books today. Yeah

Last but not least, I got me a Nicole and Jeep each. We had a great time together and I guess that is what counts the most. Loves in the air, rnd.rss !

My new Nike baby

As mentioned in the previous post, I am replacing my precious high school Nike with a brand new Air Max 2011 Women's Running Shoes. And now

I AM OVER THE MOON

I am always and will forever be irrevocably in love with Nike as I much do with food! I love the colour, the engineer, the design, the additional details, the technology and possibly everything. I took the effort to make a thorough survey through various brands tho and that includes Macbeth. That pair on it's homepage Vegan product cover is smocking. But since Macbeth had been Azah’s trademark I think it would be disrespectful to you know, have one of my own. Still, I love Nike best on top of everything J And OH! Auni has good taste too I love her Camel’s purple especially!

Here are some of the brilliant comments posted for my new baby:

”If you want everyone to look at you, or feel sexy, or if you just want to feel like everyone on the train will rob you, buy these shoes. Not only are they comfortable, but they're great for the haters. They're a little on the cheap side, but I would still buy them - it's worth jealous stares and the "I know you wanna be me" voice you'll get in your head is truly priceless. You will really feel like you're "Doin' It" like Nike in these ultra swagaliscious shoes. Trust. 

 They were comfortable and true to size. Most sneakers need time to loosen up, but these were perfect from day one. I do think that they were over-priced, but you know us women- if we like the colors, we'll buy it :)"

I am still reconsidering all the pros and cons since its upper holes is still in need of additional reinforcement but overall it’s talking baby!

Presenting

Nike Air Max+ 2011 Women's Running Shoe

White/Anthracite-Bright Cerise

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Main sponsor: Sharuddin Ros

Every cloud has its silver lining

Alhamdulillah so far things are coming my way pretty smoothly these days. There are education opportunities, new pair of sneakers (my old ones are a bit too old and wear out already) besides succeeding in getting used to operate our house kitchen. My laptop has breathed again so to speak since we did get our wifi password recently.

Things are quite handy until I discovered that I might be suffering from Alzheimer. There is a chance a slim one, for this may not be true since so far my bloodline is clean from anything quite like it. Alzheimer is a general term for memory loss and other intellectual disabilities.  As this is not yet being pharmaceutically confirmed by my doctors but the symptoms are too great to be dismissed.

I tend to forget names more often and I hardly can recall things. I often forget simple words like toothbrush for example, and instead ask for “the thing for my mouth.” Major sign: Change in mood or behavior. I show rapid mood swings—from calm to tears to anger—for no apparent reason. I forget things which I routinely place like I place my keys for one second, I switch on the tv, the next second I knew there and then I’m losing it out of my sight for good. I double duplicated my keys and all I am left with now is the last remaining survivor.

I am not getting a check up soon but hopefully everything goes well. Love yourself and take care, rnd.rss

iTouch: My Recently Added 2 June 24th '11

Salam everyone, hello peeps and poops!

M back with some new craves, new songs and lineup. So I hope you have a great time ahead, and enjoy. Much love badgers, and see you real soon

Drake - Trust Issues

Britney Spears - I Wanna Go

Rise Against - Make It Stop (September's Children)

Far East Movement - So What?

Shwayze - Love Letter ft. The Cataracs, Dev

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Holidays June 2011

Salam everyone and hello peeps and poops sekalian:) 

Alhamdulillah after terlangsai sudah my oppression due to final results, we will finally settle on and flip our page to my Cameron highlands story for good. Yeay!

Numero Uno: Decision’s made

So it was bapak who volunteered to do all researches and bookings whilst me and mama did all the dreaming. Hee. And Mr.GPS was expertly handled by yaya immediately as she set foot home. Here goes my tips and tricks:

If you are the long journey party pooper I strongly recommend you to reconsider your stay @Strawberry Park Resort. True, it was said to be Cameron's finest dwelling, UNTIL, came Planters Hotel, Tanah Rata. Planters is the latest hotel in town and I bet its strategic location will instantly wins everyone’s heart in these few upcoming years. Unlike any others, Planters is winding roads-free and its lot is walking distance to many halal restaurants. Simply put, it is the heart of the city. SO, forget any other hotel/resort/homestay and GO FOR PLANTERS.

Chapter 2: 1^st day

During our 1^st day stay, we had lunch @nasi kandar which was only a few doors away. Serious, tempat2 coolio semua dekat gila dgn our hotel, brilliant bapak! It has the nicest teh tarik(well namapun Cameron’s teh kan) and after change, we rented a local cab for an hour to show our way around Brinchang. This is to prep bapak and get him familiar with the road for the next two days. After syok jalan2 around Big Red Strawberry Farm w/uncle driver, all the 4 of us had a good time at Starbucks and walk our way home to Planters. And btw, if you were to stay at Planters with a family of four, you might like to book its family room of #208 and #209. Bilik ni best since it's isolated a bit siap ada a rabbit hole sized-private lobby macam tu so it gives bapak -mama and me-yaya our own private space.

Chapter 3: Brinchang 2^nd day

Must-see places:

Kea Farm (tempat ni banyak vendors murah2 and I got my own version my nora elena’s bouquets here)

Cactus Station

Bharat or Boh Tea (Plantation, café and souveniour shop)

Glory Steamboat House @De La Ferns Hotel

Nyonya Restaurant @Tanah Rata

Rose Center (you can get a bundle of roses at a fraction of cost here- but we skipped this)

A bit of help:

Red roses- love, respect

Deep pink-gratitude

Light pink- admiration, sympathy

White- reverence humility

Yellow- Joy, gladness

Orange- enthusiasm, desire

But you might want to stick to orange, medium red, medium/ dark yellow or medium/ dark pink for they dry well and retain bright colour. J Hope it helps! Genius I know :P

And so after habis lawat all these good places, you can happily call it a day. But be sure to naik Brinchang at very early in the morning or else you will be stuck in traffic for hours. Just so you know, we shoot at 8.00am and sympathetically watched pple struggling their way up at 11.00, when kita dah lepas dah enjoy all the view up there tanpa susah payah because kita pergi awal pagi. Strawberry kita pun kita petik yang 1st batch punya jadi kita dapat paling besar and paling merah. 

Last Chapter: Our last day at Cameron L

 So since semalam dah puas jalan2, hari ni kita relax lah sikit. Our last breakfast di hotel and manager dia very sweetly datang just to entertain us. So we all had breakfast together but it went a bit draggy as bapak and he had a good long talk about Lynas project and many other adult stuffs. Dah siap semua benda kita pun balik tapi mama still nak singgah kedai2 along our way downhill to lengkapkan her shoppg list. Final touch: We had our very last stop @Bharat plantations me had earl grey with lemon tea :)

Muah and Peace out !

Final results and self expectations

Salam everyone. Hello readers. Pressure sikit lah lately especially after dapat results. I literally have no one to turn to except to my few somebody’s I feel comfortable being with.

1^st few days tu I felt so numb and taken aback with the news I didn’t even have the heart to update most pple with it. The closest three who 1^st I spilled the bean with were my bapak because he’s home, mom because she’s mom and fatin nabilah jailani because no one in the world can top her bitchiness ( Her grades were pretty as always). She’s just my true Suze in shopaholic. And there were also adol and zatie(my serena), who texted me as soon as they got the news J. My forever sweethearts/heartthrobs.

OH Gentle reminder by Izzati Aziz ‘Be careful who you open up to. Only a few people actually care, the rest are just curious.’ Thank you love ! So soo true.

A couple of days later which was yesterday, baby alia texted me to update me with her beautiful results. I’m not a big fan of texts/msgs and didn’t have the wits to wait so we ended up on the phone. HAH better! So alia memang ada cable seantero dunia jadi bertali aruslah results orang lain TERshare sekali.

Ada good news and bad news. The good news is I sangka ramai my colleagues lain result cantik 3.8 above because kita budak design were the crème de la crème from 1^st sem, tapi Alhamdulillah-gila jahat kan- semua average juga. Feuh lega. Tapi bad newsnya, boleh pulak favourite studs yang I target archie mostly results marvellous seperti abg joy kita, mai, amal, wahab. Semua ni musuh2 tradisi yang kita tak boleh pandang sebelah mata punya. Tapi sebagai kawan, kena juga happy for them walaupun lump in the throat keep growing tak siapa tau. Healthy competition.. Sokay.

Next, apabila semakin hari saya semakin sure minat lebih kepada archie dan bukan fine art masa tu lah peluang tu semakin slim. 

Kalau ikut grading I think I have quite a comfortable seat, no stool. But the thing is Miss Anum plays a great deal in determining our place in degree whether we like it or not. So I hope hope HOPE she  she will hand pick me into this line. Gosh fingers crossed so hard. And I told mama about this and she said insyaAllah kalau ada rezeki, adalah, kita kena doa kuat2. My reply was ‘ HM kena solatlah lepas ni!’ Dia gelak tak ingat dunia punya lepas tu. Seriously, I nak jadi seorang hamba yang taat pada Tuhan nya and I feel really bad buat lawak macam tu after fikir balik.

Untuk menambah lagi stress and agony, bapak lately keep offering me a brand new notebook to ease my undertakings. I don’t think I want one but he reassured me that I might need it esp. IF I got into archie later on. I know he has a high hope on this one tho he will never tell.  God I would never ever want to disappoint him, especially him. It’s just that I love to impress my dad with everything, you know the urge is not that strong if it was to be my mum. Besides, my dad orangnya jenis if dia nak bagi something untuk anak-anak, dia bagi the best punya unlike my mum dia jenis tak pamper kita dengan perfections dia suka bagi yang perlu2 je. Tapi food mama always bekalkan heaven2 punya.  Ingat lagi I got my 1^st dslr masa form 3, masa tu  tak tau pun betapa stylo nya benda tu so pass to my brother.

Along ni bapak spoilt dia dengan money instead of gadgets. Me, gadgets instead of money sebab I tak pandai spend duit. My baby sister dapat dua2 BIG CISS tapi I fahamlah esp. when she’s the only kiddo at home. Tapi along kira mewah jugak dia standard 6 jinak2 dengan guitar, by form 5 dah ada drum. Pergi US lagi lah loaded with music stuffs. 

Bapak pula dia memang tak lokek dengan anak2 terutama masa business maju tak ingat dulu. T shirts kami adik beradik shop tempat branded je, our shoes memang ikut trend. And along being the first boy bapak experiment dia dengan jeans, flights, abroad vacs. He even naik cruise at six. Oh no cruise was with mama. Tapi masa tu kita naïve, mana tau baju harga berapa semua pun cantik kan. So bila dah besar, bapak n mama slowly cerita time dulu2 kita pun jadi bersyukur sangat sangat. And Alhamdulillah kita tak besar jadi brand-blinded sebab bapak garang kita takut mintak duit. HAHA

Harap2 dapat lah masuk archie and dapat happykan both bapak and mama.

Award mama ada tulis quote ni which I would love to share with everyone. It reads:

You are the center of my family and you always make me feel safe. 

You do everything for everyone else and so little for yourself. 

I don’t say often enough how much I love you or tell you that you are the world's greatest Mom. 

You’re worth your weight in gold! 

Since then, bapak never ending states that he will beat mama and get the same one one day. Good Lord. Same old same old..